bloody lyfe

2011-06-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

I'm no good in time management. school,exams,work,project,assignments. It was really hectic y,know. I tried planning it well but i just keep pushing it forward to a very last minute. Exams is just next week & the following week. well, i gave up my work just because of exams & dateline for my project is just next 2 weeks. I'm prepared for the worst. If they want to sack me, they are welcome cause i still prioritize my studies; studies come first. I'm left with 6 months till my graduation. I really want to take my diploma, really really really. I'm praying hard now.
At the same time i'm happy too. My birthday is just next week. I did not expect anything extravaganza cause i really got no time to celebrate it. How to celebrate? got exam, film for my project & stuff. hais. I'm turning 19th real soon, gosh! i'm old! hahahaha!

those moments

2011-04-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

After knowing that my girlfriends & i gonna split class, the first thing that i could do is to just burst into tears & i literally did it. I still meeting them in school & meet ups but it won't be same as before. So before school re-open, we gave a surprise for Firawani since it's her birthday & at the same time our outing. It was really fun as we took loads of pictures & i will smile to myself whenever i look back at all the pictures. No words to express it. The funny thing is when we'll at school, we never fail to text each other asking what time is our break & stuffs. Funny lah.

So that's about it.

School was fine. New modules & advanced accounting. Hopefully i can do well this semester.

This year will be my final year so i don't mind if i get fired from work. I try my best to commit but if they think i'm not committing enough, for all i care they can sack me.

KEEP LAUGHING PLEASE!

2011-03-26T09:30:00.001-07:00

No matter how much it hurts, no matter how much you suffer & no matter how much you cried, laughing is the best medicine of all. It's alright to get ditched by some people because it shows that those people did not appreciate you at all. Cry all you want because it makes you feel better. I have suffer a lot for the past few years & no one knows, no one understand, no one feels me. Even if they say "it's alright, i feel you.", they still won't feel you because out of everything, it's you the only ONE who feels it. It's you the only one who suffered alone. ALL ALONE! Every each of everyone makes mistake & so do me. I just wanna get it done & over with, so all i do is just "laugh, smile and put aside all the sorrows" that i've been through. It really works & that is why I CHANGED. ( * haha * )

FREEDOM

2011-03-09T19:21:00.000-08:00

Exam's finally over! very happy y,know. I've done my best for all the papers. Well i'm partly disappointed with my Service Excellence paper but it's alright i'm quite happy with the rest of it. I'm missing work already. Two weeks of not working as i'm down with fever & also preparing for the examinations. Since it's holiday, i'm gonna spent my holidays working obviously.

I was excited to take my driving licence but not now :( Probably gonna get it next month. i got alot of things need to settle this month. & so, i've planned my holidays well & i'm excited for it.

Happy Holidays :)

GREAT!

2011-02-12T07:36:00.001-08:00

Went shopping with my mum & aunt. Great y,know. I get to buy all the things that i have surveyed last month or so. It was considered cheap & nice, no other than bugis street. haha. By the way, my next week schedule is gonna be the hectic week for me as i got alot of things to do & with little of time. My FINAL YEAR EXAM is only next month. OMGeeeeeee!!! freaking nervous!I wanna get 3 gpa & above like seriously! Gonna buck up.

Enjoy your weeekends~

Great time, good days :)

2011-02-04T01:50:00.001-08:00

Celebrated brother & uncle birthday in belated last Saturday. Nothing better than spending my precious time with them <3.>

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR to all my chinese friends anyways. So, am not working during the CNY & i spent my holidays wisely. I'm done with my projects, just need a little touch up here & there. I gotta buck up for my accounts as i'm doing it badly nowadays. It's my fault for skipping the accounts lessons & now i shall deserve the consequences.

So yeah! Enjoy your holidays & weekends <3

2011-01-23T07:12:00.000-08:00

I just want everything to be okay :)

Got school tomorrow since it's MONDAY ( MONDAY BLUES ) but somehow i'm excited for school nowadays. Maybe after those sarcasms from teacher made me realised there's no point in skipping classes. i've repent (haha). No more skipping classes and school alright. My major exam is coming too and i want to do well for it. So what module should i take for year 2? Business law or Tourism? I'm still deciding :) So when is my next holiday? I'm looking forward for holiday actually so that i could spent my time working then got $$$. By the way, i saw a gay american couple kissed while i'm working. It's not a big deal but.. i just can't put it to words. Damn gay & hotness!!

Alright. shall get to sleep now :)

Arse!

2011-01-17T06:36:00.000-08:00

Farah, if you happen to read this, forgive me because i steal your pictures. Jangan marah eh <3

Projects and assignments has been such an ass to me. I did not expect that this is much tough for me to handle. I hope that i could cope with my studies and my work, ALL AT THE SAME TIME. Come on, lets think positive! If other successful people can do it why not me? right? it's just matter of you want it or u don't want. I want my diploma. Okay not want it but i MUST have my diploma. Maybe diploma in accounting since i'm taking h.nitec in accounting. Well, it doesn't matter actually as long as i'm happy with what i'm doing. yes yes!

I miss my workmates especially farah & kak liza. They made my day always when i'm working. Not forgetting others too~ haha!

down

2011-01-10T06:29:00.000-08:00

This is gonna be a very short post. I know that i've not been updating my blog like ages. I'm feeling really down now. Well, i know my friends whom i have not met since we went to our separate ways was really shocked by the NEW me. Yes new me. I was really enjoying my life till i forgotten that i need to get my old back (the appearance not the attitude). The time past really fast & i don't care what people will say or criticize about me because this is my life. So what if now i'm different, i am still NABILAH that you all know. I don't feel offended at all in fact i took that as a challenge for myself. Thanks for all the compliments you all gave me. Appreciated that very much. i apologized if any one of you were offended by this post but seriously i didn't mean anything. This is just one way for me to express myself. I'm happy with what i'm doing now & i'm trying my best to become the old back but in fact the new. Insyaalah.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

2010-11-16T16:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my damn bad luck day. I skipped SVE lesson just for the sake of that bloddy interview then i was drenched as it was raining. Reached the place & it was packed,didn't get to interview because i was rushing for my training. Rushed back to school was drenched again then my phone dropped on the road. Hate yesterday.

WHATEVER!

2010-11-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

I'm just gonna remain silence from now. You don't need me anymore right? so why do you still bother?

2010-10-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hate this week & i like today. Nothing much happen,was just busy finding jobs & went to their interviews. I'm like desperately need a job. But it's alright. Will get one soon for sure.
Today had my Tournament at SIM & overall it was my best experience ever. Eventhough we lose the match but we did a great job. & now MY LEG CRAMP! haha.

So,tomorrow i'm just gonna stay at home, do houseworks,homework, & study. But i'm meeting Syukri for a while.

Random

2010-10-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the first day school re-open & all i can say that school was okay. Laughed a lot with gfs & steal their things & hide it. haha. okay lah,it was lame & childish but fun. haha. Got new modules for this semester & accounting starting to get complicated.

After school tomorrow i'm going for some interviews. Hopefully i get one. Pray hard.

Random

2010-10-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

Schooling tomorrow. Bad bad bad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQILAH!

2010-10-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

Some are left out.

I've yet to make Aqilah her present. I'm so excited to meet up with my Girlfriends tomorrow to celebrate AQILAH Birthday. Well, hope that she enjoy her birthday with us.

Good Morning :)

2010-10-05T19:42:00.000-07:00

Woke up early today & seriously now i'm bored. I uploading some photos that i went to Genting & photos that i went out with Farhana & Zulaikha. Kak Shasha was admitted to SGH & i hope she's doing fine there. Pray that nothings bad gonna happen. Gonna visit her today. Pity her, baru balik dari Genting dah kena admitted hospital haha. Thursday gonna buy something for my Birthday Girl & on Friday celebrate it with her & the other Girlfriends. I'm excited for it.

& school's gonna re-open next week & i'm not looking forward for it. I'm still looking for part-time jobs & hopefully getting one soon. Any recommendations?

Genting!

2010-10-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

Genting was Awesome especially the part when i took the ride of the tower thingy! Went there for 3d2n & yeah splendid! haha. Jantung aku mcm nak terkeluar je part aku naik benda tinggi2 tu. More pictures will be uploaded by Kak Shasha at fb soon. Thanks to my Brother for treating me to Genting.

Then on 2nd Oct, went raya with my GESPS friends & omg i really had fun! & again they were shock by my appearance (gemok). haha! yeah!

2010-09-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i got no idea which hairstyle suits me better. Curls or straight?

After my friend help me with the curls, i find that curls suits me better as my natural hair is wavy. so yeah? sigh sigh.

Btw, i'm leaving to Genting tomorrow. Super excited but at the same time feeling scared too.

I don't know why.

Oh,have u all read about

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/463518/too_sexy_woman_wears_outrageous_outfit_while_visiting.html

this news?

Seriously,it shocking me. What the hell this girl is thinking? She bring disgrace to herself!

No comment~

Tuesday with Sheena

2010-09-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

Damn last min meet up with her. I was hungry & mum's not cooking so i do not who else can accompany me for lunch so msg-ed her & we met up at vivo. Accompanied her to Lg store,service her phone then chilling out then to causeway & bla bla bla! Hahaha!

Happy Nabilah!

I do not know why nowadays i keep smiling to myself for no reason. Too happy ah! haha!

A Day With Farhana & Zulaikha

2010-09-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

Monday with Farhana & Zulaikha was Awesome! After so long & finally we get to meet up & catch up with each other. Seriously, we do a lot of walking & talking & laughing. Ate at Seoul Garden then plan to catch a movie was cancelled & so we just do some window shopping. Then to BG (again a lot of walking) then off to our separate ways. & i met Syukri a while (i was damn tired). So yeah! That's all. Happy Nabilah :)

misses <3

2010-09-17T09:18:00.001-07:00

Damn! Hate this feeling. Hate the way i miss you. Seriously!

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one day

2010-09-13T09:34:00.001-07:00

Really miss you. Your jokes and the way you make me laughed. Hope to meet you real soon.

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SLEAMAT HARI RAYA :)

2010-09-08T10:26:00.000-07:00

Well sometimes things that you expect didn't turned out like what we expected. So why care so much about it? Let it be. sigh~

So, exams coming & I am not prepared even if the exams are not that hard but imagine 8 units to be covered. Well i know this is not hard compared to what i went through when i took my 'O' Levels last year. I just want the best from myself. Hari Raya!

I am excited for Hari Raya this year & do not know why. Probably because we are celebrating it together with Matin. I love that. Happy Family!

So,let me wish all the readers SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. I apologize if i make any mistakes. Let bygones ne bygones. We make mistakes & no one is perfect. :)

2010-08-30T12:25:00.000-07:00

Yes, that's what I am having now. 3.33 Am still not asleep. Not going to school tomorrow. What for come to school if its only for One an a half hour then home again. Waste of transport money. Wednesday no school & I am so happy. Going vivo on that day& have some shopping there probably. Exams is around the corner & i am still not prepared for it.

Oh, I have deleted all my previous post. Lets start of something new.